worst mood of 2009?4:17 PM
Apr 19, 2009
i'm officially in my worst mood of 2009. hahahahaha.
wanna buy so many things. i think i'm really a shopaholic.
need to shop to dispel my depression and melancholy.
spend 2k plus almost 3k i think for my new comp. how bout that for a start man?
thinking to change my shoes, although i just bought them early this year or last year end.
thinking of changin my bag, which was bought around same time as my shoes.
totally unnecessary. but wad else can i do in this world except to contribute to the economy?
i'm really not sure.
in a fucking lousy mood today. feel like going out to spend. but dun really wanna hurt my wallet.
how?
people's moods affect me. now.
in the past. never.
i dunno why this is the case now.
i feel i'm not getting enough love from anyone, including me, myself and dearest john yang.
i feel shit now.
after watching the movie, knowing, yesterday.
wad if 2012 dec 24 is really armageddon?
superflare?
burn earth down to a crisp?
will i ever have the honour of embracing my love in my arms?
dying together as we bask in the happiness of knowing.
that we ever loved each other.
the future holds so many uncertainties.
am i really fated to have friends in my life?
i feel like withdrawing to my shell again.
at least i know.
when i need someone there for me.
there's myself.
