been such a long time.1:15 AM
Dec 7, 2009
hihi dear blog,
its been such a long time since i've come to u to vent my stress and frustrations.
i know it has been unfair to you, but i had no choice.
prefer to keep everything to myself.
recently a lot has happened. sch. outside life.
life's been a bit of a mess. struggling to contain a lot of stuff inside me.
however, let go of a lot this morning and feeling a tiny wee bit better.
haha. life's such a bitch to me in some aspects.
birthday's coming and i dun feel a thing.
looking forward to something.
but deep down in my heart.
that something's aint gonna come.
i should stop daydreaming. fantasizing and accept reality.
i hate reality.
i hope this world turns out to be what i see it to be.
let me live my life in my own ideal world. please.
