how worthless am i to some pple?11:10 PM
Jan 26, 2010
hi my dear blog.
lots of stuff have happened since the last time i wrote here.
life more hectic.
body more fatigued.
mind more tired.
it's always the word "more".
but always towards the negative side.
haha.
living such an aimless life recently.
busy but meaningless.
study and study.
at sch i mean.
wont do any of that at home unless anyone needs help from me.
having fun at sch.
but leck kee's lessons just manage to hypnotize me.
i dunno y the fuck that is happening.
but since it's like this,
try to live with it lo.
was rather insulted on monday.
made me feel rather worthless.
and all the stuff that i hear bout me meaning sth to u.
all fucking empty words.
now i know how it feels.
when they say easier said than done.
i love my life the way it is fucked up now.
for i feel no pressure nor regret even if i have no friends by my side.
i just live this dose of reality that i'm getting now.
u never know wad humans are, until u see their true colours.
