getting used to wad i have.. and wad i want to have..2:08 AM
Dec 11, 2009
i'm slowly getting used to wad i have..
and wad i dun have..
sometimes when i want more..
i feel sad..
cos it's really not that possible..
and when sometimes i feel that tiny wee bit of contentment in me..
brings a smile to me..
relationships become complicated..
only when the parties involved make it out to be that way..
the feeling of so near so yet far sux..
really sux..
this whole thing is twisting me inside out..
since i've been involved in relationships..
there's always been this me inside me..
someone wanting to rip my body apart..
and just cry loudly, letting loose the emotions inside me..
and everytime i manage to suppress that me..
except for those times which i really cannot take..
i shall retreat into the darkness..
make everyone's lives happier..
the darkness, where i truly belong..
