after a long hiatus..12:32 AM
Apr 21, 2011
after a very very very long hiatus..
i'm back..
liked this blogskin a lot thus am using it for the foreseeable future..
been thru quite a lot since the last time i blogged..
its been almost a year..
FYP.. Exams..
graduated smoothly from SP..
end of my poly life..
when i look back as i always do on life..
realized that heaven has been kind to me..
in blessing me with friends that i've met at poly..
really nothing like those pple i met in the past..
lols..
but wadever ba..
got good results le can just zao..
no nid to care too much..
just received my enlistment letter..
aug 22 9.45am bmtc hq at tekong..
19 wk bmt..
i think either i'm gonna come out like another person..
or i'm just gonna die inside..
either way life's not gonna be easy once i'm inside there..
first things that i thought of when i received the letter gave me a sinking feeling..
its just nice that u re-entered my life at this period of time..
things are gonna change so drastically within this year i guess..
no more enjoying of the times that we had..
and maybe time for me to change my thinking..
and review my actions.. yet again..
i've never felt so conflicted in my life before..
just hope that there will be a perfect solution to this..
maybe when i cease to exist..
will there be peace and harmony amongst all..
hope it does not have to come down to that..
for now, just enjoy the time i have with you, you and you..
all of you..
